I know its been awhile and trust me I think about you all the time. There are some days, I even grab my laptop and get to the website but then I back out. There are some days, I really feel inspired to write to you, but I end up backing out also.
Honestly, I want to share what’s going on and how I am doing, but I don’t know if my heart can handle me writing so honestly right now.
I’ve started this journal early this month, that has daily prompts, and its been good so far, but it doesn’t really get in depth is very general and superficial, which is probably why I’ve been able to keep up the daily journaling.
All I’m really trying to say here is that I miss you. I have not forgotten about you or how much you mean to me, because I truly do think about you everyday, but I am just not ready to return to the commitment. I need to get better, emotionally, physically and mentally. But I am working on it and I hope I don’t let you down.
Until next time, keep on surviving in this crazy world we live in.